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"No, You're Not Crazy" - Dealing with Sub-Personalities
A Saint-Germain & Jeshua Channel
published on June 24, 2009
This channeled session is reprinted here with the client's permission.
"Dear Saint-Germain, I've been waiting a long time for my young son to grow up, so that I can have more time for myself. I am so busy that I feel that I'm going to break into a thousand pieces. But now that he's about to turn 4 years old, I'm thinking of having another baby! It sounds crazy, but that's what's happening to me.
"I also find that the people I love the most, my husband and son, are the ones I am treating the worst. I've never been so nervous and upset before in my life. I shout at them and lose my patience so easily. How can you explain these contradictions in my behavior?
"Maybe I should try meditating again? It used to work so well for me.
"I would also love to help Gaia during these critical times. But I don't know how this will fit in, when I think of all the care that another baby will require.
"You know, I'm a spiritually aware person, and I take full responsibility for my actions. But at times, I feel like I'm going to wind up in a psychiatric hospital, if I don't get some relief soon.
"Can you help me?"
Our Dear Friend,
We are Saint-Germain and Jeshua, along with Alexandra and Dan.
You are a very strong person in many ways. You have a strong body. You have a strong will. And you have a strong mind. You may feel yourself sometimes, and even experience yourself in some moments, as a fierce warrior. But also, you can experience yourself as a very gentle, compassionate, and loving person. Both are true.
But the contradictions begin to appear, when you find that these two very distinct parts of your personality are clashing with each other in your mind.
Each of these sub-personalities seems to have different values, and each one demands that you fulfill its needs first. When you pay attention to one, the other feels ignored and begins to protest. The needs and values of these two sub-personalities appear to be diametrically opposed. This is the source of the contradiction and confusion in your life and in your mind at this time.
What you need to do is find a balanced expression, integration, and collaborative set of roles that these two parts can play together. Remember that these are elements of your personality; they are not Who You Really Are. These sub-personalities only create conflict in your mind when you over-identify with them, thinking that one or the other is who you are.
"The Myth of Tragic Relationships"
A Saint-Germain Channel
published on May 28, 2009
The following channel is taken from a private session with Saint-Germain. It is reproduced here with the client's consent.
"Dear Saint-Germain, How am I supposed to feel?
"When I listen to my heart, so often I hurt myself, sometimes unbearably… Right now I want to call my ex-husband to whom I was married for [some decades]… [I want to tell him] that I do not despise him, but understand how the heaviness…became too much for him and sucked him down into its darkness.
"But if I do that now, call him and talk to him, I will be broken again for many days to come, carrying in me his pain as well. Would it heal me to free him? And free myself towards others?…
"I do not understand men. How am I supposed to feel? In my worst times I feel rejected; a fool for having come out and made myself vulnerable and trusting. I should have known better by now…
"Help me to believe that it is God’s Will that I have a life of joy without the underlying grief in my heart that I have carried as a ground tone for most of my life… Thank you."
"Indeed my friend, I AM Saint-Germain.
"It is time for joy now. It is time for joy to enter your life, and for the underlying tone of sadness you have been experiencing to leave.
"You've been going through these intense, transformational changes for such a long time. And you have been living with grief for much of this, as well. You might say that the experience of grief has become 'second nature' for you.
"But, I am asking you this now. 'Is this grief your Truth?'
"Is grief your true nature?
"My friend, grief has become so familiar to you that you have come to identify yourself with it. You have come to believe that sadness is an inevitable part of your life, and that relationships without suffering are not really relationships.
"You have created the potential for love, followed by suffering and grief, to be the underlying tone in all your relationships – no matter what type of relationships they are."
"A Strong and Noble Heart"
A Saint-Germain Channel
published on April 29, 2009
The following channel is taken from a private session with Saint-Germain. It is reproduced with the client's consent.
This person wanted to feel genuine emotion again without falling into fear, and to know joy without the distraction of melodrama.
"I Am Saint-Germain.
"I would like you to sit quietly for a moment and feel the rhythm of your beating heart. Why not touch the area around your heart now, and feel how it pulses within your chest? Feel the warmth around it. Take comfort in the regular circulation of blood, oxygen, and nourishment that your heart provides in every moment.
"As you focus upon your heart, please allow yourself to breathe deeply. Feel the truly marvelous coordination between the beating of your heart and the cycle of your breathing.
"Notice how the in-breath and out-breath work in harmony with the contraction and expansion of your heart -- receiving the oxygen that you need to fuel your body, taking it to the places where it is required, and removing the waste gases that would poison you.
"Your emotional heart is alive and well, too, dear friend. It is strong enough to receive, circulate, and cleanse all that you are feeling at this time in your life. You might have asked yourself at different times, whether your heart can handle so much emotion now. But you know the answer to this. You have a strong and noble heart."
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